grad school is not going so well :[ Right now I’m hating it and want to curl up and cry.  This hw is so discouraging I would like to throw it out my 4th floor window.  

I need to focus on the reasons I chose to go to grad school, because honestly right now, I feel like dropping out.  I need to find that drive to get a masters just like I did for my undergrad degree.  But so far…I have none.  The only thing on my mind is: get your damn masters finished as quickly as possible.  Which is totally the wrong mentality to go by.  

I need to find inspiration, motivation, and passion for engineering again. I’m at a complete loss right now. :/Hopefully I’ll get that one professor, classmate, or class that reminds me again why I love this field and that I really really do want a masters. 

merrrrr.